Dear Diary..

WE GETTIN THE FUCK OUT OF HERE!!!

2008 MiGHT NoT Be THaT BaD ....

Dear Me,

I really don't know why I stressed my self out that much.

I should have really been thanking God for making that first time going to school without anything new easy on me. Like i said before If you go head first into a sitution it really won't be that bad.their were a few times when i was like " damn that's fye." but, that just tells me when i go shopping next Wendsday I willl be prepared fore what to get and what not.

My sister hs been getting her hair braided for atleast 3 days now by my friend Ashely .

This is so bittersweet story because the boy in that picture is my friend Dexter and he recently got dumped by his girlfriend "?" and went crazy on Newyears looking for any girl to fuck, "from what i heard", since I was stranded in Alabama. Dexter and my other friend Duke come over everyday after school at 6 o'clock and leave at 9:30. The sweet part of my story is that even though we ride the bus everyday together, he never really thought of Ashely as a girlfriend. Its so cute because dexter is so cute and could have any girl he want but try so hard to get Ashely. Ashely (and everybody else) know that Dexter like her with all his annoying texting on his ragedy phone but the bittersweet part of my story is that Ashely being the pretty girl she is attracts alot of dudes and she is attracted to bad boys and aint really lookin at these little soft boys like Dexter. She loves toplay with boys and is having fun with Dexter. The thing is she got Dexter sprung.

I WONDER HOW THIS GON END UP!!!

For some reason today ot feel like take a pic of mii funny face day. LOL

I hang out with some crazy people.

School is in 7 Hours and i have nothing to wear...

Dear Me,

Im so depressed, but i dont want to worry my mama. I don't really have many clothes now, plus I didn't get anything for Christmas but a pack of tounge rings (they cute though). You just don't understand, at my school when christmas comes you have to come to school with the best outfit. I dont have anything and I know thats not the most important thing to worry about, but not to be stuck up or nothin..Im not a LAME ! I have friends at school who love me...but those motherfukers will talk. I really am tryna not worry just wear a big jacket because when you think about it when you go rigt into a situation head first, it won't really be that bad.

I just hope I won't be the only one, and I know Im not the only one thinking about this cause its was a hard year...... BUT I REALLY WANT SOME: AIR FORCES...JAYZ....DUNKS..SOMETHIN DAMN!!!! I really need to get a job.

^^^ I took that pic!

p.s.

thanks Knit52 for givin me that first comment ever on here and that really makes me want to KEEP WRITING.

Today is finally mii first day of really posting

DEAR ME,


i want to start writting in a blog instead if myspace now. i finnally got back from being stranded in the middle of nowhere..'ALABAMA'.
i dont need to be talkin about it like that cause im
BAMA BORN BAMA BRED
all day everyday.
just happy right now to be back in the A.
i wanna start written in these things like a diary because im in the middle of reccording every thing i do until i graduate >_< !!! TO TAKE UP FOR MY OTHER BIG FLOP..:: M3N3 T.V. ::.. My Friends them might stop by to look ... i dout if they gon read this shit wit they ILLTORATE ASSES.... let me stop cause i don't know if i even wrote that right. But really i just wanna say

HAPPY 2008

THIS IS GOING TO BE A LONG ASS YEAR.......

we made it another year baby

p.s.

here are some cutie-ie oics of mii baby JANIAH

























..she loves her auntie so much.